Post by .:~{T}awny~:. on May 9, 2010 17:01:31 GMT -8
My name is Tawnyfur
I am a she-cat
I am 18 moons
I am a warrior of RiverClan
I am a very small orange/brown she-cat with deep, bright emerald green eyes. I am lithe and strong. My claws are sharp and I will rip the flesh of any cat that threatens my Clan when we are in battle....
My personality resembles a ShadowClan cat - I am always told by my clan-mates. I am proud, fearless, and brave. I am also very stubborn and impatient. I love to joke around, mainly with Thornheart, who I trained with as an apprentice. We were made warriors at the same time. We act like brother and sister most of the time, since we both didn't have any litter-mates. I did but no longer know weather she is a live or not.
My history is a sensitive subject. I wince when ever my past is brought up. I am still not trusted with some of my clan-mates even after being made a warrior in the sight of StarClan and of the Clan. I was born as a rogue and abandoned by my mother at a very young age. My name then was just Tawny. I had a hard life just for being so young and without a mother. I have always asked myself why my mother abandoned me, I still do. Would I be a different cat? Would I be a loner? I will never know. I made enemies quickly as I got older and I was reluctant to trust anybody. I found my way into RiverClan territory when I was about 7 moons old. I bore the scars of many old wounds as I was dragged back to their camp for trespassing on Clan territory and attacking the RiverClan patrol. My actions were stupid but maybe in the long run smart. My curiosity got the best of me and questions formed in my mind as I ask the leader about her Clan and how things worked. The leader invited me into the clan to follow the rules and ways of the warrior code and to live the life of a Clan cat. I joined and was an apprentice for a couple moons. I, then, earned my warrior name Tawnyfur.
Thornheart wasn't my friend at first. Encouraged by his mentor, he played dirty tricks on me and made rude jibes at me whenever he could. Slowly, we be came friends. I don't know how it happened, believe me, I was surprised when he started being nice to me. I thought it was a joke at first. But now we are good friends. We play practical jokes on each other all the time. He always backed me up when there is an argument and I do the same to him. Some Clan-mates think we'd should be mates. We disagree. At least I do. I wouldn't have anyone to talk. I would talk to my mate, of course, if I had one but I can talk almost about ANYTHING with Thornheart. But I guess we are pretty close but still.... I would think it would be awkward. Thornheart hasn't shared anything with me on how he feels about it. He always changes the subject leaving me behind to wonder.
I was still not trusted by some of my Clan-mates. Many thought I would turn against them if rogues attacked them, the stupid mouse-brained idiots... Of course I wouldn't! I tried to be a kind warrior but ended up usually fighting, arguing, snapping and making sarcastic replies at many of the warriors. I, though, did not snap at kits and apprentices. They should be encouraged not dragged in the problems of the Clan. It wouldn't be fair to them. I finally gained the Clans trust but a few are still wary with me when I am near. I know just to ignore the whispers, stares and rumors.
I have secrets that I haven't told. Not even to Thornheart. He knows I'm hiding something but he isn't pressuring me. He knows that when I am ready I will tell him. I haven't told everyone about all the things that have happened to me in my past.
Mate: None
I am a she-cat
I am 18 moons
I am a warrior of RiverClan
I am a very small orange/brown she-cat with deep, bright emerald green eyes. I am lithe and strong. My claws are sharp and I will rip the flesh of any cat that threatens my Clan when we are in battle....
My personality resembles a ShadowClan cat - I am always told by my clan-mates. I am proud, fearless, and brave. I am also very stubborn and impatient. I love to joke around, mainly with Thornheart, who I trained with as an apprentice. We were made warriors at the same time. We act like brother and sister most of the time, since we both didn't have any litter-mates. I did but no longer know weather she is a live or not.
My history is a sensitive subject. I wince when ever my past is brought up. I am still not trusted with some of my clan-mates even after being made a warrior in the sight of StarClan and of the Clan. I was born as a rogue and abandoned by my mother at a very young age. My name then was just Tawny. I had a hard life just for being so young and without a mother. I have always asked myself why my mother abandoned me, I still do. Would I be a different cat? Would I be a loner? I will never know. I made enemies quickly as I got older and I was reluctant to trust anybody. I found my way into RiverClan territory when I was about 7 moons old. I bore the scars of many old wounds as I was dragged back to their camp for trespassing on Clan territory and attacking the RiverClan patrol. My actions were stupid but maybe in the long run smart. My curiosity got the best of me and questions formed in my mind as I ask the leader about her Clan and how things worked. The leader invited me into the clan to follow the rules and ways of the warrior code and to live the life of a Clan cat. I joined and was an apprentice for a couple moons. I, then, earned my warrior name Tawnyfur.
Thornheart wasn't my friend at first. Encouraged by his mentor, he played dirty tricks on me and made rude jibes at me whenever he could. Slowly, we be came friends. I don't know how it happened, believe me, I was surprised when he started being nice to me. I thought it was a joke at first. But now we are good friends. We play practical jokes on each other all the time. He always backed me up when there is an argument and I do the same to him. Some Clan-mates think we'd should be mates. We disagree. At least I do. I wouldn't have anyone to talk. I would talk to my mate, of course, if I had one but I can talk almost about ANYTHING with Thornheart. But I guess we are pretty close but still.... I would think it would be awkward. Thornheart hasn't shared anything with me on how he feels about it. He always changes the subject leaving me behind to wonder.
I was still not trusted by some of my Clan-mates. Many thought I would turn against them if rogues attacked them, the stupid mouse-brained idiots... Of course I wouldn't! I tried to be a kind warrior but ended up usually fighting, arguing, snapping and making sarcastic replies at many of the warriors. I, though, did not snap at kits and apprentices. They should be encouraged not dragged in the problems of the Clan. It wouldn't be fair to them. I finally gained the Clans trust but a few are still wary with me when I am near. I know just to ignore the whispers, stares and rumors.
I have secrets that I haven't told. Not even to Thornheart. He knows I'm hiding something but he isn't pressuring me. He knows that when I am ready I will tell him. I haven't told everyone about all the things that have happened to me in my past.
Mate: None
